Monday, April 4, 2011

appearance versus reality.....

The more you do for others without expectation of return, the more you'll get back from the most unexpected sources.
Brian Tracy


look can be deceiving.. that what i've learn from a doll's house.

yesterday i read about suicide. hmmmm... it made me think a lot.

there's days i wish i didn't have to face anybody.
there's days i wish i'm a missing person.
there's days i wish i didn't know certain person.
there's days i wish i can simply unfriend certain people.
there's days i wish i can undone my act.
there's days i wish everything is pure.
there's days i wish i can took back what i've said.

but i woke up everyday with no regret. why?
because of the story of this girl

she loves to cheer people up. she loves to cook for her friends. she always find a way to make them happy. she always lend her ears to people. she finds as many quote as she can to encourage people. she tries to be as patient as she can when facing problem. she does not curse or at least cover her cursing words. she tries to understand people. she cherish people who love her. she always talks and talk and talk all the time. she always loves to laugh. she tries not to complain so much.



yup! she's a drama queen because she acts pretty well.

because only she knows how she really felt. she's fragile physically and emotionally. she's also afraid of uncertainty. she can easily been hurt by people around her especially by friend who assume themselves as friend. it is hard for her to think clearly when she's stress out. she has nobody to cry to, share her problems, to cheer her up. she has nobody to hold on to and even to turn to. she can't express her feeling well as no word is good enough to show exactly how she felt.

she doesn't want people to worry about her. she told everyone that she is OK. she always look so happy even when she is facing problems. only she knows all the pains and rains she has to go through. nobody knows how broken  inside she is and how empty she feels. she keeps on counting tomorrow to be a better day. she's the one who realize that the everything have never change. her prays everyday is that she can bear with the purposelessness of her life.


hold on girl. there will be a happy ending for you.



“Don't go for the looks, it can be quite deceiving. Don't go for wealth, even that fades away -- go for someone who makes you smile because only a smile makes a dark day seem bright. Hope you find that person.”


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