Monday, September 8, 2014

pewaris budaya bangsa

the distance between your dream and reality is called DISCIPLINE...

assalamualaikum and hello there,

never in a million years i ever dream to be where i'm today but hey, things happen for a reason right!

learn new things,
meet new people,

i'm loving it...

thank you, ALLAH. for the pain, for the opportunity, for everything you gave me. for the things i never imagine i would be. alhamdulillah.

Saturday, June 7, 2014

starting over

assalamualaikum and hello there,

pergh... checking the last date i posted something here i say that i've made a lot of progress. usually i write when i'm sad or there's a lot of things going in my mind. as for now. everything is smooth and steady.

life is as i want it to be.
me? i'm happy.
status hati? sudah dimiliki... lol

setahun yang aku lalui dari tarikh habis belajar untill today banyak yang aku belajar.well, at least i learn to let go.paling penting hidup nie simple sangat. if you choose to be happy, happiness will come your way. buat something simple2. fikir pon simple2. simple is better.

aku tak sure tentang esok. tapi hari ini tiada lagi regrets.

Thursday, September 19, 2013


“Sometimes the questions are complicated and the answers are simple.” 
― Dr. Seuss

dah lama tak update blog. bukan sebab kekangan masa tapi kekangan perasaan. waktu marah tak elok bersumpah dan bila gembira pulak jangan berjanji. ( learn it the hard way!).. kebelakangan ini aku mengkaji diri. aku terlalu mengharap! betul..

- mengharap difahami
- mengharap disayangi
- mengharap diperlukan.
- mengharap bulan jatuh ke riba..

dan harapan aku sendiri yang membuatkan aku kecewa. jadi kebelakangan nie aku selalu bisikkan azimat nin ' jangan terlalu risau dengan benda yang tak pasti'

my final sem in my final year cost me my friendship. hilang seorang kawan sejujurnya menyakitkan. bihaa cakap yang aku terlalu berpegang pada kenangan. well, macam orang yang tak mampu melihat, bila segala-galanya kelam kita hanya mampu berpandukan instinct kita. aku pon macam tu. perasaan berubah tetapi memori itu tetap sama. jadi seperti orang buta yang kehilangan tongkatnya, aku berpaut pada memori yang terkadang hanya menyesakkan nafas aku.

setiap malam aku tanya diri aku pelbagai soalan and i often fell asleep at the question of what can i do to change it. hari ini aku dapat jawapannya. nothing. yup absolutely nothing. aku tetap orang yang sama yang dia kenal dulu kerana perasaan yang berubah aku tak mampu lakukan ape2. jadi aku move on. kisah aku masih.. mungkin panjang... cerita di bab yang lepas aku jadikan pegangan. i dont held my breath hoping for you to come back to my life. was planning to do so. if you ever wonder why. it's because you never look at me when you walk away.

it was never a mistake. always a lesson !

hey stranger,
as easy as it may seem for you to let me go, please let me be happy.
thanks for loving me.
thanks for the little ray of sunshine even for just for awhile.
i have 1 question though;
are you too important, too busy to reach for me?

Sunday, May 19, 2013

part time vs full time?

When someone treats you like you're just one of many options, help them narrow their choice by removing yourself from the equation.

Sometimes you have to try not to care, no matter how much you do. Because sometimes you can mean almost nothing to someone who means so much to you. It's not pride- it's self respect. 

Don't give part-time people a full-time position in your life. Know your value and what you have to offer, and never settle for anything less than what you deserve.

so? just carry on.....

You Might Feel Worthless To One Person, But You're Priceless To Another Quotes

Friday, April 19, 2013


assalamualaikum and hello there....

ever wonder how much you worth?
nope like seriously...
yes, there r no price for human life but in the eye of someone what are you to them.
how much they care for you is actually your price.

' when we asked for someone's favor, that's when we know how much we worth for them'

a friend of mine share her thought. we know if someone really care for us if we ask them to help us and
 even when they really busy 
or just woke up from sleep 
or cant really help 

but still willing to help than that person really care for you. 


now i know why.... why i love them. cause i do mean something to somebody. 

Saturday, March 30, 2013

rindu terlerai...

assalamualaikum and hello there..

typing this entry dengan hati berbunga...

jumpa adam dekat kl sentral... yuhooo... happy giler kot!! hahahaha...
ok fine. bila aku bagi tahu semua orang everybody was like "aqil, adam je pon" 

hello, just so you know i miss him ok! and for me, he's a good guy. enough said!

nota-kaki-gajah: korang jeleskan sebenarnya.. ngaku je la korang jeles!!! hahahah...

impian aku nk jumpa ko before aku abis study dah terlaksana. stay the same. i may not understand what you did n why u did it but i'll always support you...

Monday, March 18, 2013

sorry seems to be the hardest word.

life becomes easier when you learn to accept the apology you will never got.... (robert brault)

well i've forgive you.but when u did what u did, i was heartbroken. 

removing people from ur fb @ twitter @ instagram @ ym is co childish.. i rather delete my account!

when u r online, i just hope u send me a simple message asking why we be like we r now. but that's just me. well, it's always me.

starngers know i wont we mad for a long time why wouldn't u? for me it's not that u didnt know. u rather look beyond it. for that; i'm sorry. 

p/s: yup this 1 is really dedicated to you!

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