BB dpt kwn baru...

iklan selingan... nie buah ati aku..

ok today i want to share about my BB, not baby but Big Bear..

BB gets a new friend today and i call it Lil B..

not very cute name?

ok fine..

i change..

wait..

why do i have 2 change??

arrgghh..

it's gonna be Lil B..

whatever it is..

introducing me BB...

BB was given by my brother. So i kinda keep it bcoz he gave it to me though i dont really like bears. I mean not the big2 one. Love to hug but not to keep.

now let’s meet Lil B..

who give me Lil B?? Hmmm... let it remain as a secret ok!!

So sweet........

kawad & kawan...

السلام عليكم

mood: happy

physical condition: not really good

health: headache & leg cramp.

hai kawang - kawang, hari nie saya ade 2 benda yang saya nak share dgn you olz semua. so macam biasa la, pilih satu antara dua. nak yang positif ke yang negatif dulu? nak good news ke nak bad news?? Cepat pilih, satu singgit!! Koya je hmm... tak pe la. ikut aku la. kalau ikut korang memang sampai sudah tak decide.

so we start with the good one.

yang bestnye? mesti la cik J kawadkan!!! (cakap sambil senyum, then letak tangan kat dada pas tu mata pandang atas aka budaya sindir menyindir) tak jugak la.. best je kawad tu sebenarnye cume bila aku tak sihat and sakit kaki, aku mulai la merasai ketensionannye! Hmm.. ok la sebab aku rase enjoy sangat weekend nie walaupon hakikatnye i start this weekend with tears falling down my cheek.. sob.. sob.. sampai hati kamu wat saya macam nie.. oopppsss!!! Dah lari topik la.. sori sori!!

Weekend nie di-spend-kan dengan ‘lepakchill’ dengan kawan – kawan.. pas tu ake dapat geng baru yang tak berape nak baru la..

~ to my new geng, saya tekankan disini, saya meRINDUI saat anda belum mengenali suksis ye!! Saya tekankan, SANGAT MERINDUI.~

Pas tu best la sebab ramai giler supporter aku yang selalu bagi kata – kata perangsang disaat diri nie lelah dan terjatuh. Thanks a lt you guys. You make me feel like a superstars power ranger pink again!! Nasihat saiz kasih sayang anda amat saya hargai!! Luv u very much la!!!!! Muah, muah, muah...

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Sigh >_<

Part yang tak berape nak best untuk di ungkit, dikenang, dicerita , dingumpat , mahupun dibuat status FB mahupun twitter. Bukan ape, takut menyinggung mane2 pihak. Tapi nak wat macam manakan, tetapi kena story kat hangpa semua supaya hangpa2 nie semua tak mencontohi mereka nie ok! Faham skuad?

Isu 1: kawan biar ikhlas..

~ title jelas dan nyata tak skuad? Bagus! Kalau kite berkawan dengan orang nie, tak kiralah ape pangkatnye, berape banyak sekali pun hartanya, siapa pun dirinye, apa pun kawan kita sekali tu, tapi kita berkawan dengan dia tu biarlah ikhlas. (berape banyak pon dah!!) Sebab adalah satu penghinaan buat diriku seseorang andainye dia tahu yang semua orang berkawan dengan dia disebabkan something. Sejujurnya, diri nie sering terasa yang orang berkawan dengan aku sebab they want something from me! (koya, nak cakap diri sendiri cantik, glamour n genius la tu!) not like i have something big nor special to offer then is just that they have they own agenda when it comes to be friend with me. Ok fine!!

Isu 2: ungkit mengungkit

~ isu nie macam kudis tau. Makin kita kopek, kita garu memang la sedap tapi makin merebak (dah2 jangan sok suci! Korang mesti tau nikmatnye bile kire garu kudis/ tempat gatal tu kan!) aku belajar dari seorang kawan (credit to cikgu nadia) let past be past though it is so hard to forget, but at least you can do is forgive. Hmmm.. i know it is easy to say then done but believe me, when you have forgive, it does help you to forget.

Benda dah jadi barang orang, dah jadi sejarah tolong la jangan ungkit. Yes i know if we don’t learn anything from history, we’ll learn nothing. However, the main point here is to learn from it, not bring back the past issues!! The book is still unwritten. We still have a very long way to go.

Be thankful 4 every break in your heart, be grateful 4 every scar, Some pages turned, Some bridges burned, But there were lessons learned .

Isu 3: heart matter.

Yang nie la yang wat aku paling panas sepanjang minggu nie. Mula2 kepada makhluk2 yang tak tahu cerita ape2. Please, please & please dont do any speculation or assumption ok!! Dont act like you know everything about me.

You can say anything about me, as you please.. you can look at me the way you want to, whatever it is.. it's not gonna hurt me or break me. bcoz i am what i am, n dats something you can never be!!

Next to that person. Ok i understand that you are stupid shy (obviuosly!!). but what the heck man??? Why can’t you just understand my signal?? Is it too hard to catch the sign? Ok fine you are trying to play – hard - to – get. Fine!! We’ll play the game your way. Next time you talk to me, you’ll personally get this from me! DO I LOOK LIKE I CARE?? Aargh.... you are driving me crazy!!

Sekian sahaja suke suki aku minggu nie..

Funny random things

9 Things I Hate About Everyone

1. People who point at their wrist asking for the time... I know where my watch is pal, where the hell is yours? Do I point at my crotch when I ask where the toilet is?

2. People who are willing to get off their a** to search the entire room for the TV remote because they refuse to walk to the TV and change the channel manually.

3. When people say "Oh you just want to have your cake and eat it too". Damn Right! What good is cake if you can't eat it?

4. When people say "it's always the last place you look". Of course it is. Why the hell would you keep looking after you've found it? Do people do this? Who and where are they?

5. When people say while watching a film, "did ya see that?" No Loser, I paid $12 to come to the cinema and stare at the damn floor!

6. People who ask "Can I ask you a question?"... Didn't give me a choice there, did ya sunshine?

7. When something is 'new and improved'. Which is it? If it's new, then there has never been anything before it. If it's an improvement, then there must have been something before it, couldn't be new.

8. When people say "life is short". What the hell??? Life is the longest damn thing anyone ever does!!! What can you do thats longer?

9. When you are waiting for the bus and someone asks "Has the bus come yet?" If the bus came, would I be standing here???

skema itu indah..

السلام عليكم

tajuk cerita saya pada hari ini ialah skema itu indah.

bermula seawal jam 7.30 pagi tadi apabila kawan saya mengajak saya keluar berjogging. kami berjogging dari ku0 (kolej kediaman kami) hinggalah ke teko mas (kedai makan depan kampus) yang jaraknya lebih kurang 2.4 km (ok, bahagian jogging sampai depan kampus itu ada bohong sikit! huhu..) kami makan roti canai yang sedap hari ini.. selepas itu, kami singgah kedai dan terserempak dengan incik H.

adoiyai... penat la jadi skema nie.. code mixing la jom!

malam nie macam biase la ade rowcall.. name pon suksis kan! suke sangat rowcall2 nie!! (budaya sindir menyindir). oleh sebab emosi aku tak stabil tadi aku pon join la group 3+1 g make... bukan make up ke ape tapi make (makan in kelantaness dialect). sumpah susah gile nak wat roti kosong kan! sampai setengah jam kot kami tunggu..

antara benda best jadi dekat kedai itu:

1. ade budak konon kunun nye sem 3 offer kami jadi awek member dia. ayat koya dia ' nie baru 5 orang reject mu, belum 2 juta lagi'. koya sokmo!

2. adik pasir mas (aku pon x kenal sape) telah dimalukan oleh aku. aku tengok je pon bukan wat ape2 pon.

3. kami wat lawak pandai tahap dewa and macam biase la bila ade aku, memang pecah panggung!

pas tu roti canai diorang lambat sampai. so lambat la kami ke rowcall. disebabkan lambat, kami kena lari. yang best nye, tak sampai setengah jalan seb bek kami jumpa cik aad (jurulatih kami). dia la yang bagi tumpang. kalau tak memang kena lari keliling ku0 la kami.

abis rowcall pulak!

nyo aka zam, kema jamil and dato' kpn teman aku minum. padahal niat asal nak ngumpat nie! adoiyai.. batal niat jahat aku... tapi hari yang suam suam kuku ini berakhir dengan indah... thanks to everyone who really try to make my day!!

It's the times we're so crazy,

that people think we're high.

It's the times we laugh so hard,

we can't help but cry.

It's all the inside jokes

and "remember whens".

those are all the reasons

that we're best friends!

what dreams are made of...

hey now,hey now
hey now,hey now
have you ever seen such a beautiful night
i could almost kiss the stars
are shinning so bright
when i see you smiling
i go oh oh oh
i would never want to miss this coz in my heart
i know what this is

hey now,hey now
this is what dreams are
made of
hey now,hey now
this is what dreams are made of
ive got somewhere i belong
ive got somebody to love
this is what dreams...
are made of

have you ever wondered what life is about
you ca search the world
and never figure it out
you dont have to sail the oceans,no no no
happiness is no mistery
and here and nowits you and me and...

hey now,hey now
this is what dreams are made of
hey now,hey now
this is what dreams are made of
ive got somewhere i belong
ive got somebody to love
this is what dreams are made of

open you're eyes
shout to the sky
when i see you smiling i go
oh oh oh
yesterday our
life was flummer
now everythings technicolor

hey now,hey now
this is what dreams are made of
hey now,hey now
this is what dreams are made of
ive got somewhere i belong
ive got somebody to love
this is what dreams are made of

beza mmg berbeza. part 2

السلام عليكم

entry kali nie sangat amat serius kerana saya tengah dalam mood sedih, terkilan, benci, marah, bengang, bengkek, menyirap, sawan dan banyak lagi la.

so apa beza " saya bukan benci dia, cuma tak suke je"

ok, bila kita marah emosi kita memang takkan stabil. we tend to say thing that we are going to regret at the end of the day. benci dengan tak suka ni or in English hate and dislike. the different are actually very small. it's just the matter how deep the feeling is. when we hate somebody, we dont even want to see that person face till the day we die. but dislike is like we are uncomfortable with something but we still can take/ handle it. like i say it depends on the situation. when we are angry, sometimes we dont really mean what we say. it just a slip of a tongue.

however, we often come across people who cant differentiate those two feeling. hmmm... we heard people say ' benci tau!' when they are just uncomfortable with that person. please people, evaluate what you really feel before saying it out loud. it hurts you know; to know that somebody hate you.

langkah menangani sekiranya seseorang menyatakan yang mereka benci anda.....

let say somebody say; aku benci ko. sila jawab begini, (dengan muka kerek) 'ade aku kesah' pas tu blah. sebelum meninggalkan tempat kejadian, sila toleh balik and tarik nafas panjang sebelum cakap " aku benci ko banyak mana ko benci aku." then gelak evil!! please note that, you have to leave that place ASAP to avoid sekysen 302 from happening.

tapi jangan la saling membenci. kitakan bersaudara. mane la tahu 1 fine day you'll marry to that person family ke ape ke. kan dah jadi kes nanye tu.. (tah betul ke tak ejaan aku tu, hentam saja la labu). ke let say you are in time of need ke. hmm.... something to think of.

p/s: aku memang motivator 1st class kan... huahuahua..

antara cinta dan kasih.

haaalllooo....

mood ayat - ayat cinta tengah naik. bukan sebab tengah dilamun cinta. jauh sekali sebab teringatkan seseorang. mood ini datang spontan disebabkan oleh hijau kuning. korang tak tau ape tu hijau kuning?? ish3.. tak patut.. memang x patut... kelab penyokong hijau kuning? pon tak tau.. malas la nak terangkan.. cari sendiri dekat youtube ke, google ke, malas sangat tanya la sape2..

baik la kanak - kanak ribena sekian, ari ni Miss Q will explain to you my definition of love. i want to stress here, it's MY definition ok!! it can be right or a little out of context but it's my love. so just read!

pernah dengar lagu aishah, antara cinta dan kasih? tak pernah??? tak pe, aku pon baru dengar tadi. huhuhuhu...

Walaupun kau bukan kekasih

Namun bukan sekadar teman biasa

Hadirmu membawa cahaya

Di hati nan terluka

Di antara cinta dan kasih

Apakah ada jurang pemisah

Hadirmu membawa cahaya

Di hati nan terluka... oh sayangku

lebih kurang macam nie la lirik dia.

pernah perasaan tak:

- depan orang yang kita cintai, musim winter sonata tu akan jadi musim spring yang indah. bunga - bunga berguguran. hua!!!

- depan orang yang kita suka plak musim sejuk still musim sejuk bezanya best sebab kita enjoy gitu..

> depan orang yang kita cintai jantung kita akan berdegup kencang. ala macam lagu dangdut tu ' bergetar jantung ku mendengarkan namamu'

> depan ore yang kito suko plop, kto raso sene sokmo. gapo?? sebab kite tau enjoy je..

~ bila kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita cintai, mata kita akan berkaca - kaca. merelip- relip macam shah rukh khan dalam cite mohabatein tu..

~ bila kita melihat ke dalam mata orang yang kita suke plak, kita akan nampak tahi mata je... huhuhu.. tak de la.. acah mak enon. kita akan senyum je la. sambil dalam hati cakap "yeye, dia tengok aku!!", dush!!

* depan orang yang kita cintai, setiap kata - kata tu lahir dari hati yang luhur, jujur, tulus dan yang sewaktu dengannya..

* depan orang yang kita suke?? just kata - kata, kadang - kadang it was made to create a conversation.

# kalau orang yang kita cintai itu menangis, kita akan nangis juga bersama - sama dia. pas tu hulur tisu suruh dia lap hingus sambil cakap dalam hati " selekeh betul pak we aku nie, pasal kucing mati pon nangis macam mati bini!"

# kalau orang yang kita suke plak, kita akan wat lawak bodoh bagi dia gelak balik sambil cakap all is well (style amir khan dalam 3 idiots)

perasaan cinta itu bermula dari mata sedangkan rasa suka tu dari telinga.

jika kita nak berhenti menyukai seseorang, tutup saja telinga.

tetapi apabila jika kita cuba menutup mata dari orang yang kita cintai, cinta itu akan berubah menjadi titis - titis air mata dan akan terus tinggal dalam hati kita (sebab tu orang tua - tua cakap karam dihati sape yang tahu..)

selain rasa cinta dan suka, ada lagi satu rasa yang lebih mendalam.

iaitu rasa sAyAnG....

rasa yang tidak akan hilang secepat rasa cinta, tak akan datang secepat rasa suka.

rasa yang takkan mudah berubah.

perasaan yang akan membuatkan kita rela berkorban ape saja demi orang yang kita sayangi.

rela menderita demi orang yang kita sayangi. andai bahagia bersamamu hanyalah untuk sementara waktu, aku rela derita merinduimu...

kerana cinta itu memiliki, sayang itu membahagiakan..

sayang hanya ingin melihat orang yang kita sayangi itu bahagia walaupon kita harus kehilangannya.

cinta, sayang, suka, minat whatever you call those feeling, treasure it well. because that's what show that we are human being. if we stop loving because we used to get our heart broken, well think again. it's ok to get our heart broken once or twice, because if we never use it, then we'll never get the feeling of to love and being love. someone, somewhere out there is meant to be for you!

apekah motif aku menulis benda alah dalam hati ade secret garden diatas nie?? hmm... sebab lately, orang suke tanye soal hati aku. sejak bila tah orang mula berminat tentang ape yang ade dalam hati aku nie, aku pon tak tau. so untuk soalan korang, sape yang ade dalam hati aku, biar aku je yang tahu. sebab kalau ramai - ramai tau nanti tak special la dia di hati aku. biar dia yang rasa getarnya (pergh klau cikgu bm aku dengar ayat aku nie memang tangkap syahdu la!).

since i dont have you

I don't have plans and schemes
And I don't have hopes and dreams
I, don't have anything
Since I don't have you

And I don't have fond desires
And I don't have happy hours
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

And I don't have happiness
And I guess I never will love again
When you walked out on me
In walked the misery
And he's been here since then

I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have
You,you,you
You, you, you

And I don't have love to share
And I don't have one who cares
I don't have anything
Since I don't have you

Since I don't have you

anggapanmu..

السلام عليكم

ade orang tanye kenape blog saya nie macam diari je. banyak sangat luahan perasaan. tak macam blog orang lain. halu!! kalau aku nak ramai follower ke nak jadi famous ke aku wat macam blog orang lain tapi sekarang nie blog nie tentang kisah kasut. kisah aku! it's my blog, suke kasut aku la! nak heels ke flip flop ke boot ke... if it's your blog you can do what ever you want.my blog ok! remember that. susah - susah tak payah la baca. koya la mu nie!!

cite pasal anggapan orang nie. aku teringat pulak dekat seorang mamat bajet bagus yang aku lihat bersepah ditepi jalan (tengah benci tahap cipan dengan mamat tu) suke - suki je nak jeling jeling aku. ish... selisih malaikat 44. aku tau mamat tu memang tak suka aku dari mula. so?? suka ko la nak wat ape kan cume ingat satu bende la. ko tu pon bukan baik sangat. setakat jelingan manja ko 2. adoiyai!!

kadang2 bosan la dgn ape tanggapan orang pada kite...

kenape perlu letak tanggapan pada orang lain?

adakah awak perfect? (meminjam status tuan penasihatku)

malam tadi aku berdiskusi la sikit pasal tanggapan orang. kadang - kadang whether we realize it or not we tend to judge people. sometimes our judgement are cruel and bias. let say a girl who look so naive. people like her because they think she's a nice person but in reality, she is a very vicious person. hmm.. someone who dont talk much doesnt mean that person listen or any pay attention.

before passing judgement here are some guideline you can follow.

1. keep an open mind.
2. dont be influenced by other people.
3. get ready to be blown away.
4. dont simply judge by one or two incident.
5. dont spread or listen to rumor.

just so you know, when the time come everybody is a critic themselves.

jangan tidur lagi..

السلام عليكم

it's a quarter after one and i'm still not sleeping. ok let's talk about sleep. my problem with sleeping.

1. i'm not a sleeping beauty who can fall asleep after taking some medication. yes i do felt sleepy but i can't simply just go to sleep. i take some times. so don't simply expect me to go to sleep after taking my medic, ok!!
2. snooring people. please, please, please wear something that help you from making bomb sound!! irritating!!!
3. people disturbing me when i'm asleep. well this one is really annoying because once i'm awake, it's hard for me to get back to sleep! (refer to no.1).
4. inconsiderable people. i need a lot of space, pillow & my Muchuk so that i get enough quality sleep. please understand this.
5. place to sleep. i don't fall asleep behind door, on the stairs, in the bus @ classroom. i need proper place so i can get my sleep. don't give me smelly place plus some creepy sound effect!! scary movie you know.
6. when people are sleeping, please respect them. they are trying to get some rest. right now the one who woke me up from my sleep is sleeping tightly!! (i'm freaking annoyed!!)

sleep tight, good nite....

need you now!!

Picture perfect memories

Scattered all around the floor

Reaching for the phone 'cause

I can't fight it anymore

And I wonder if I

Ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

Said I wouldn't call

But I've lost all control

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now

Another shot of whiskey

Can't stop looking at the door

Wishing you'd come sweeping

In the way you did before

And I wonder if I

Ever cross your mind

For me it happens all the time

It's a quarter after one

I'm a little drunk

And I need you now

Said I wouldn't call

But I've lost all control

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now

Whoa, whoa

Guess I'd rather hurt

Than feel nothing at all

It's a quarter after one

I'm all alone

And I need you now

And I said I wouldn't call

But I'm a little drunk

And I need you now

And I don't know how

I can do without

I just need you now

I just need you now

Oh baby, I need you now

shooting M16..

for the past two days, me and my suksis family have been practicing marching with M16 and so on. it was very tiring yet fun.

bayangkan, for some of us, it is our first time handling M16. berat kot!! lebam and sakit - sakit badan jangan cite la. memang terasa. lagi - lagi time panas. dengan senjata tu panas la, sakit badan la. adoiyai.. tapi sekarang nie pandai la skit nak rusuk senjata..

actually kami tengah wat preparation untuk menembak bulan 2 nanti. tu yang macam nak pengsan sikit tu. lemak badan dah mningkat pon ye jugak sebenarnye. bila belajar senjata nie tibe - tibe terbayang waktu perang dulu. sadisnye. sape pon tak kira usia semua angkat senjata demi mempertahankan bumi tercinta ni. berat tu. lagi - lagi kalau yang tak de asas tu. bayangkan macam mane diorang nak gunakan senjata tu. ape pon. salute to all ' pahlawan negara'

public toilet

my lecturer said that facebook is like public toilet. reason?? because anyone can flush in your page. leave their comment and what so ever la! what's with facebook that make people so addicted to it??

hmm... what i want to talk about here is the problem with facebook. this is according to me:

• couple tend to advertise about their relationship. what the heck??? ok maybe they want to tell other's that they are taken or whatever. but they you guys have problem do you have to share it in facebook??

have you seen status like this: baby benci abg @ that guy is such a liar. hate him. @ majuk dgn my manje sbb x bls msg i ari nie.

*come on! you dont need to share what happen in you 'marrige'!

• friend condemn about their other friend or bad mouthing others . we can find this one everyday.

we always come across status like: benci minah tu. cakap serupa bikin @ lu ingt lu bagus sgt? kerek sey.. klau cantik x pe gak. @ aku x suke dgn mamat 2. mulut mcm longkang.

* this one is the worse. berani cakap mcm nie sebab ko tau kan org 2 cume boleh terase tapi tak boleh tuduh ko cakap pasal dia kan. alamak, sewel la!

• tak puas ati dengan complete stranger.

status sengal : wei tuan pnye WTP 5956. ko wat aku rase macam nak hempok je kereta ko atas kepala ko. parking betul- betul sikit boleh tak lain kali. @ aku bengang - bengang tahap bangang dengan mamat dekat mamak pagi tadi. slumber badak je pijak kaki aku. dh la smoking plak 2.

* oleh sebab ko tau orang - orang berkenaan bukan friends ko, berani la cakap. adoiyai!! cube klau kenal. nak tengok berani ke tak wat gitu.

• publisiti murahan.

status nie bukan rekaan ye: aku period ari nie!! yeye... nk pkai ape ye?? kotex. libresee, intimate, whisper?? yg mne 1 ye... @ aku cantik & comel..

* bek ko cakap ko masih dara ke, bile ko mandi wajib ke! kn bagus macam tu. ape kesengalnye manusia macam nie. poyo je. yang part cantik tu memang perasan la.

• stalk & sound boyfriend/ girlfriend @ ex

orang giler talak punye status: aku still sayang dia. @ tolong la abu, i'm so over you. paham bahase la skit. @ aku suke member aku nie. dulu dia ade awek. sekarang nie, dia dh solo. agak - agak dia suke dekat aku ke tak? patut ke aku ngurat dia?

* klau aku jd ko, aku ckp sendiri dengan orang tu ' wei ko boleh BLAH dari hidup aku.' tak pon susah - susah remove je. ape ade hal. yang pasal minat - minat tu, tak payah la mintak advise orang. diorang bukan pakar cinta pon. better ask your family and friends. they know you better.

• aibkan orang.

status bakar darah : si milah tu buta fesyen. ade handbag hijau, kasut oren!! @ bawak kereta macam siput. siput pon boleh potong ko. @ woi bau badan ko busuk!

* nie la masalahnye. nampak macam gurau. tapi....

bnyak lg masalah aku dengan natam name facebook nie. tapi biar aku je la yang tau. kang korang kate aku cari publisiti murahan plak.

salam.