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How can u solve a problem without knowing what cause it. It's like going for surgery without doing the diagnos first. #meaningless..

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then i text mr.AB.. biasa la, dia je yg paham klau kes nie.

dia bg advise.

the reason why it is still hard for you to be happy is because you keep holding on to things that make you sad. just forget it. enjoy your holiday. 


he's right.


kan dari dulu aku pilih untuk bahagia. hmm..... maka berbahagia la...

     

hi hi bye bye...

assalamualaikum and hello there..

menghitung waktu.
betul apa yang dikata;

there's a hell in hello 
and there's a good in goodbye...

aku pergi untuk kembali.. pergi dari sisi students tersayang, kembali kepada keluarga terchenta!

tak sangka dah 4 bulan bergelar warga sm3kb nie.. macam2 yang aku dh belajar. 
sayu rasa nak melepaskan apa yang kami orang dah ada tapi what to do.....


pesan buat adik2:

ape pon yang korang buat, cikgu sentiasa doakan yang terbaik untuk korang.  

kawin...

plan yang paling common untuk final year students ialah kawin ( matluthfi90)

masa end of my practicum that day, students mostly pesan " cikgu, kawen jangan lupa jemput"

~ memang aku buat majlis untuk aku dengan dia je pon!

kawan2 semakin ramai menamatkan zaman bujang meninggalkan aku tertanya2.. 

aku bila lagi? ~sigh~

kalau skrg kamu sdang memperbaiki diri, insyallah jodoh mu juga berbuat bnda yg sama. 
klau kamu sdang menjaga hati, dia pon sdang mnjaga hati.
janji allah itu pasti.
(teringat ceramah fatimah syarha: apa yg juga yg kte buat, jodoh kte buat bnde yg sme)

aku tunggu dia.

yup si dia.

diorang cakap aku tunggu putera raja.

oh, tidak..

i'm not waiting for a prince. i'm just waiting for a guy. normal, plain guy who think i'm his princess..

so mr.A.. whatever you are doing right now. i'm waiting. but dont take too many time to come by my side!

 

life as a teacher...

assalamualaikum and hello there...

tak semua orang suka kita.

mentera yang aku acap kali ulang saat kesabaran berulang kali diuji.
betul.. memang betul..
sebab bukan semua benda pasal diri kita, kita suka..

lalu aku tetapkan hati, lapangkan pemikiran. mungkin dalam sedar @ tidak aku menyakiti. jiwa yang rapuh, hati yang ampuh.

biarkan.
bukan aku tak peduli. tapi aku lelah.
lelah acap kali memberi peluang untuk yang tak pandai menghargai.

merajuk,
satu sifat baru yang aku amalkan disini.

jadi betullah.
kehidupan itu guru.
guru yang kejam.
memberi ujian dahulu
kemudian pelajaran.
namun,
dari kehidupan aku belajar sesuatu
sesuatu diluar buku
belum ada seorang guru yang bisa
menjawap tanya soalku
kecuali kehidupan.
dan kerna itu aku hidup
untuk belajar sesuatu
sebelum kembali
menghadap tuhanku...

~ams~

melawan kesepian....

all the little things that annoyed you so much is the things that you'll miss when they are gone....

assalamualaikum and hello there.

ini post emo!hahahahahaha...

the whole 1 week, i learn how to fight my own loneliness. starting to miss my friends...
it's true that we can never go back in time but i learned that i'll be better in time. i learn how to be strong but it does break and torn me apart when i realize that i been replace. what to do..... human nature!

semoga kepergianmu, tak akan merubah apapun
semoga mampu ku lawan kesepianku...

dear gjj: 
i may looked like i dont care but you guys matter. it's true....

bila youtuber bergabung!

terbaek la mentol pecah...
nek pecah kepala aku gelak!
semua fav youtuber aku ada!!
cik eunhyuk oppa, kyo la... mmg best!!

back to basic..

assalamuaikum and hello there...
 "Aslamtu wajhiaLillah" - 'Aku berserah diri pada Allah' ..

sejujurnya aku suka pengalaman aku praktikum nie. so far konklusinya?

back to basic

yup.... whatever that we do, we must remember one thing; remember that we used to be in that positions. 

~ before we become teacher, we were once a students.

~ before we become smart, we used to be ignorance...

never forget to look back where we come from. like malay proverb ' dimana bumi dipijak, disitu langit dijunjung'...

hmmmm..... biarlah!

whatever it is, i just wanna enjoy my practicum....

those who trying to mess with me, TTMH!!!!

nie student ke cikgu?

assalamualaiku and hello there...

tadi aku masuk kelas relief.

aku masuk pakai track-suit dengan tshirt.( bajet cikgu sport science!!)
aku diri dekat depan kelas.
pastu student bagun bagi salam.
tapi ada student nie tengok aku pelik.
macam aku alien baru turun dari marikh.
lalu bermulalah dialog antara dua makhluk...

budak: (dengan muka pelik) nie student ke cikgu?
aku: ha?? awak tak nampak ke name tag saya nie?
budak: student form 4 kan (muka confident habis!)
aku: form 6 la....

cis..
muka aku yang garang aras 8 nie tak layak jadi cikgu ke???

the bride..

assalamualaikum and hello there.


the bride


i wonder if ever
i will be a bride
with a white lace gown
standing in front of everyone
looking beautiful
because someone
love me
that much.

dulu masa zaman sekolah, aku selalu cakap 'bila la nak kawen nie??' ok, fine. statement budak2 PG 13 memang macam tu.


however, as i grow up, i started to think. when will i fall in love?


~sigh~

dalam setiap puisi cinta, aku hanya mampu menuliskan perasaanku sahaja. perasaanmu entah bagaimana...?

0nly rainbow after rain..

assalamualaikum and hello there..

hujan dah berhenti,
dan aku lihat pelangi,
bukan di kaki langit.
tapi dalam hati...

out of goodbye...

assalamualaikum and hello there... 

you'll never know the true value of a moment

untill it becomes memories...

today is our last day in suksis.

it is really the curtain fall.

how do i feel?

. . . 

i cant put it into words.

we may not get to see each other again in future but i'll always remember you guys.

whatever it is.

sweet or sour

smile or cry

sweat or blood

i never planned to like you guys this much.

but the unplanned thing is always the best one!

thanks for all the memories.

and making me be me. 

Disebalik kehidupan, kita akan meninggalkan kisah dan sejarah. (hatta razian)

miss nerd!

assalamualaikum and hello there...

i'm not nerd, i'm a complete package of what a lazy students looks like.

i just started doing my thesis  proposal last monday when i've to submit it next wednesday. hahahaha.... less than 1 week from today. imagine, proposal everyone else been working since the first week, i just started in 13th week! awesome!!!

so, i decide to camp up in the library. so, how's camping in the library helps me?
NOTHING!!!

hahahahaha

anxiety and speaking english as second language; could you finish all by yourself??!!

GTG...

happy teacher's day!

we educate as well as encourage

you inform as well as inspire

you open our mind as well as our eyes

you've touched our lives

thank you teacher...

segmen masak memasak...

assalamualaikum and hello there...

benda yang aku pantang ialah bila aku dah penat-penat masak tiba2 ada makhluk Allah nie cakap aku masak tak sedap. cis! esok makan pinggan je. bagi makan penampar bertubi2 baru tau!

ingat lagi zaman2 kegelapan aku bila gula dengan garam pon aku tak tau beza. hahahahah.. kena rasa dulu kot!

waktu tu, standard bagi orang2 yang tak pandai masak akan cakap ' eh, aku pandai masak la. masak air!'

heheheheheh... jawapan tu memang mintak kasut saiz 7!

meh aku ajar korang jawapan pecah panggung...

bila org tanya ' ko pandai masak ke??!!' 

(soalan tu mesti berserta muka annoying profesor sentap-ati-mak-nak)

korang jawap dengan muka confident Apex nak amik penalti Indonesia

berani ko cakap aku tak pandai masak! ko belum rasa maggi aku lagi...!!

sumpah orang itu takkan kutuk korang lagi!

ok la maggi aku pon dah kembang. kita jumpa lagi nanti.

buat yang tak pandai masak tu, bawak2 la belajar. kalau tak pandai masak asam pedas pon mee bandung pon jadi la! hahahahahhahahah.....

my blueberry night. . .

assalamualaikum and hello there...

last week i went back to my hometown. my so-called-study-week ( study week la sangat tengah2 sem kan!)... alasan yang aku bagi mr. AB untuk go back. Mostly it's because he's not around that week. heheheheh..

that's not what i wanna share...

my mum phone was broken. so, i brought her a new phone (hahahaha, belagak nye!). she never buy any phone all her life. she'll wait for me. typical 60's! they hate this new canggih manggih phone. so insisted for me to buy the same model like i bought for her last time. mane nak cari cikgu zizah oi.. phone awak tu zaman dolu-dolu...

skip the climax and falling action. straight to resolution...
i'm suppose to copy all her phonebook to her new phone.

wanna know what she save my number as???

bluberry angah

seriously mama! really!!!

well... as least my mum think i'm her blueberry.

then she ask, what did i save her number as. i said mama la... hahahhaaha

nope mama, 'my no 1' that is you for me.

my mum is amazing.

suka sangat!

sedih
sad

i cry...
saya menangis...

insyallah saya takkan  layan awak macam awak layan saya.

tapi awak buat  saya nangis.

tahniah

waiting for superman . . .

assalamualaikum and hello there...

mr. superman:

i became famous through this song when i am younger than now

it is written when i'm 17, it's a little bit funny but lovely teen stroy.

Who hasn't wanted to be super hero for the loved one?

besides Mr.A, before i went to sleep i watch this guy. the different between Mr. A and Mr.Superman?

that i pray Mr. A is the one ...  *wink* silently falling in love with him in my mind... pray and asking from Allah; he's the one for me. 

pray for me peeps!!!!

the end of suksis life. . .

when writing our own life story, don't let someone else hold the pen..

assalamualaikum and hello there,

my story in suksis is almost finish.
before the curtain falls, i wolud like to say a few things. things that i dont want to be left unsaid.

my whole life, i thought i'm not going to find love outside my home but from suksis, i not only find friend but i find sisters and brothers. i'm glad i face this journey with you guys. you made the climb so much easier. i owe you guys all my life. my prays are with each and everyone of you. we met as complete strangers now, we have each other. many people doubt in me but somehow i made it through the night. i live the script of my life. nothing about that will change.

It´s like a game of truth or dare

If you can make it here

You´ll make it anywhere 

That´s what we´ve been told 

But the story's getting old

And we made a lot of sacrifice

Undid a lot of ties

Fought a lot of fights

To get where we are now

Just don´t ask me how

everything else i wanna say is in the song. let the record shows, i did it my way!

suksis:
the event is real,
the feeling is genuine,
and my story here is over.

~ FIN~

concern or curious . . .

some people are meant to fall in love 

but not meant to be together

assalamualaikum and hello there...

hahahahaha...
seyes dah lama giler aku tak merapu dekat blog nie. dah berabuk kot!!
busy dengan hidup yang semakin fun dan bahagia.
( aku pilih untuk hidup begitu)

bila hidup makin interesting, jiwa makin kosong dan otak makin penuh.
hmmmmmmm...
aku mula pelik.
manusia keliling aku nie sebenarnya betul2 concern or just curious?
i rather wait and see..
but remember guys:

curiosity kills the cat . . .


cakap boleh sebarang cakap.
tapi jangan sampai kata2 itu jadi dosa.

redha itu indah...

assalamualaikum and hello there...

hari ni aku mula rasa ape itu redha dengan takdirnya. kelakar tapi itu yang aku rasa hari nie. bukan senang jiwa kacau ini nak merasa setabah ini tapi aku redha. pada mulanya aku anggap jiwa aku dah terlalu kosong untuk merasa segala luka tapi tak. water drop from the shower made me realize. finally, aku redha.

bila bibir dah tak mampu berbicara,
bila jiwa ini yang berbahasa,
bila kosong minda,
lalu aku redha.
andai itu takdirnya.





p/s: dah lama tak merapu dekat sini sebab aku dah ada tumblr! hahahaha

http://lilmissq.tumblr.com/

short movie: MY GENERASI

rindu zaman sekolah dulu...
zaman aku Innocent.. hahahaha!!

to my ex-bestfriend..

my ex-best friend is going  to get married next month. 

wanna know what's upset me?

he dont even bother to tell me.

i'm not asking for invitation card, just a text as a token of remembrance.

hey, guess who will not be invited to my wedding??

yup.. it's you!

Marriage Proposal

flash mob

i wanna do something like this...

kisah pensil dan pemadam

Tulislah perancanganmu dengan sebatang pensil, serahkan pula pemadamnya kepada Allah.Dan izinkanNya memadam bahagian yang tidak sempurna untukmu ... dengan perancangan yang lebih baik, hadiah istimewa dariNya untukmu..

reblog: littlepoetonspring

reblog: lumos maxima

life: eat love pray...

“Life is funny.
 sometimes, it can push pretty hard, 
but if you look close enough you find hope in the words of children, 
in the bars of a song, 
and in the eyes of someone you love. 


And if you’re lucky, if you’re the luckiest person on this entire planet, the person you love decides to love you back."

one tree hill

grey's anatomy...

AT THE END OF THE DAY FAITH IS A FUNNY THING. 
IT TURNS UP WHEN YOU DON’T REALLY EXPECT IT. 
IT’S LIKE ONE DAY YOU REALIZE THAT THE FAIRY TALE MAY BE SLIGHTLY DIFFERENT THAN YOU DREAMED. 
THE CASTLE, WELL, IT MAY NOT BE A CASTLE. 
AND IT’S NOT SO IMPORTANT HAPPY EVER AFTER, JUST THAT ITS HAPPY RIGHT NOW. 
SEE ONCE IN A WHILE, ONCE IN A BLUE MOON, PEOPLE WILL SURPRISE YOU , AND ONCE IN A WHILE PEOPLE MAY EVEN TAKE YOUR BREATH AWAY.

today is a fairytale...

 

i wish to have eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad and a soul that never loses faith....



fact about miss Q: she's good at wasting time.

true.... it is so true.

i'm very good at wasting time. however, today from 7 to 3 today,  i dont know what i do. i guess my skill of wasting time is decreasing.

d**n


lesson of the day: everybody deserve a second chance. but never for the SAME mistake.

rabu yang bisu....

reblog: lihatlah langit dan senyum...

i wrote this for you....

i wrote this for you.

many can read this but this one for you.

only you.

this love story is simple.....
we met.
he ask my name and i smile.
(i know your heart before you even say it)


cinta kami...
dia?
dia mencari teman.
aku?
aku memang dari dulu dah bulat hati nak hidup sendiri.

tak aku duga...
saat pertama melihatmu
tumbuh rasa indah itu.

so aku tak mintak banyak.
just doakan kami.
sekian.

nota-kaki-gajah: selagi mama tak cakap 'NO' to him, dialah dihati.....