SLA aka my last words..

4 those who dont noe wat SLA is.. let me tell u wat it it.. SLA is second language acquisition.

according to wiki wiki(wikipedia); Second language acquisition or second language learning is the process by which people learn a second language in addition to their native language(s). "Second language acquisition" refers to what the student does; it does not refer to what the teacher does (see "language education" for work on language teaching).

wat i like about SLA?

ok 1stly bcoz it teach me n let me understand bout the difficulty that teaching & learning 2nd language. ok the 2nd reason bcoz of the lecturer, Mr. Azman aka my AA (academic advisor).. let me share wif u a bit about this AA thing-ing.. at 1st i thought it's ridiculous as i only meet my AA twice a sem (2 get his sign 4 add drop course n 2 get my exam slip) but once i noe him, he was very funny n good teacher i must say. he noe how 2 attract his student. he sing, he act n make joke just 2 make da learning process fun n interesting. i can still remember he sang 1 song called cinta kilat. nice song..

ok enough bout him, wat i want 2 share wif u 2day is wat he said in his class 2 day. it's an eye opening 4 me. suddenly i realize sumthing. wat if i die 2morrow n no body noe wat i want 2 do n said. who i want 2 said sori 4. .

he said..

when we r young.. we learn / study bout everything yet we noe nothing..

mean we go to school, we study but we are s0 naive. we believe everything that been taught n told to us.. let said we were told bout a wrong fact yet we believe it n later when sum1 correct it we wont believe it. notice that?

when we are teenager.. we learn sumthin' n noe sumthin'..

teenager is da age when we thought we noe evrything; wat we want, wat we felt n wat best 4 us but we r not.. we went trough a situation n make mistake. that's when we learn. fall in luv n get hurt; that's when we noe luv doesnt always bout the sweet2 thing (cinta itu memiliki syg itu membahagiakan).. we ride a motorcycle n fell n noe that it hurt but it make us more aware..

when we are adult .. we learn more thing and noe little

when we r adult we have da power 2 determine our own life so we thought we r in control but every now n then we keep on making mistake n bad decision. we have kids n we said noe wat they want n feel n we want da best 4 them but we dont asked them. we become more ego as we grow older n r hard to tolerate wif.

when we are old.. we learn a little but forget bout everything..

started to 4get our own name. we begin 2 act like a baby. cry n sulk over small thing. we r at da age we r suppose to teach but since we have kids n stuff, they start to control our life. if we have high blood or diabetic, they will tell us wat to eat n stuff. so we dont noe wat 2 do really.. our like then be like a little baby.

i told u all this to remind u n myself bout our days to come. i might have da chance 2 prepare 4 my last day n if not this wat i would like 2 say t0:

my enemies: please 4 give me. i might noe what i've done 2 u n might not but still if u hate me 4 watever reason, i'm sorry.. forgive me if i irritated or said bad things to or bout u. i hope when i'm gone u r willing 2 4gve me.

da person i noe n noe me: thanks 4 stopping by in my life.u make my day n i hope u enjoy having me in ur life as much as i appreciate u guys in my life.

my exskul mate: my primary skul sk bakri bt 5. u guys r fun n i cherish every moment we spent. sory that we nver meet again after we went separate way.

my 1st high skul studi: my classmate i have so much fun wif u guys. thanks!! luv u guys <3>

my 2nd high skul smk sg abong: though we share bitter sweet memories, i will always remember u guys. sori i was a bit giler kuase back then but i enjoyed doing everything there. 2 dayah n ijam: sori things doesnt work out between us. to nadia i dont really noe wat's ur problem wif me but i still luv u.. ahakz ok i dont want 2 lie.. i hate u making up story bout me. wat the heck?!!! still i'm sori 4 da pain that i cause u.. 4 yah, aan, kak hanim, ruffe, apan, pahmi n kak fura aka ran; i'll never 4get wat u guys have taught me. all da fun thing that we've done. the tear n laugh that we share. i'll always turn to u.. luv u n miss u..

my third high skul smk dato/ sedar: i hate da time i spent in dato but then i luv being part of the aspuri/ hostel. 4 kembar; i'll never 4get wat u've done 2 me. u make me lose my dignity & self esteem through out that year. but u guys made me see n realize my real fren. 4 da boys who have make me suffer; arif i noe u might never get dis message but i hate u. next time think b4 do sumthing. but thank u allah. the truth finally reveal. 4 my frenz yati , syahila, syakila n wanie. thanks a lot my fren 4 willing 2 stand n fight 4 me.. may allah bless u. i'll always luv u..

my fren in plkn ypj sekakap: i noe we didnt have happy ending but i still enjoy my time there. u guys r really fren indeed. kak emma, afdah, joned n fara n last but not least my apple hijau, ham.. i luv u till my last breath. stay da same babe. all the stupid thing that we've done make me luv u guys more n more. viva la vida.....

my frenz in upsi: thanks3 4 all da luv, support n fun. ahakz.. u guys r mereng but fun.. kenape sy suke upsi? sbb kwn sy best!! amoon, kak anis, geng bona (ain, rina, balqis n azie) ika bani.. & not 2 forget geng sej n ngumpat-ing at tangga jadoo n azie.. u guys r da b0mb!!!

teslian; (i pause 4 a very long time b4 writing this section, not that i'm thinking bout who to thank but i'm looking 4 da rite word 2 asked 4 forgiveness..) u noe who u r n da only word i can say is sorry 4 everything. we just dont meant to be. but i'll always remember the good time.but have u every think bout what i feel? nope..? i guess i really am miss invisible..

my suksis family; ya allah, please look after this people. they have been really helpful 2 me. they r real when evrything else is lie. my b 3-3 housemate (bona, chiah,sha,kema n saiti) bapak2 (ezhar aka gonggok), mama n mummy (nonie n miera), kakak2 (tika n fieda), tuan penasihat, u r there when i fall, when i cry when i'm lost. only allah noe how much i owe u guys.. luv,luv n always luv u.. what m i gonna do without u.. 4 that 1 particular person who has been the pain in my butt all da time, i pray u'll get back wat u give. may allah bless u..

to my fren.. i dont noe what i've done that hurt u so much. i really wish we can be like da good old days. but things will never be the same again. if not coming to meeting is a very big deal to u then it's my bad. yes i've not been there 2 support u but not being there doesnt mean i dont care. it hurts me when u guys pretended i'm not apart of u anymore. really2 hurt!!

(FYI: i dont really like attending a meeting 4 watever purposes.)
to my other bapak:
yes it's my mistake. but it's just a slip of my tongue. i didnt do it on purpose. i'm really sori. but please take note that ur words hurts me more than i hurt u. what i wrote about u was just a joke n i thought u were joking 2..
my mistake again..

my family: mama i noe i'm not a good daughter. but always noe u r no 1 in my heart. i could never find enough ways 2 pay u back 4 everything u've done 4 me.. my pray will always be wif u. mama, i'll hope u r happy till the end of ur life. ma, i luv u. i really2 luv u. please 4give me n i thank allah i'm ur daughter. ayah, ibu n abah.. thanks 4 raising me up.. only allah can pay u guys back.. my siblings; i noe we argue a lot but that the fun thing bout being sibling.. luv u guys!!!! do took good care of my mama...

i might not have thank so many other people bcoz i couldn't put my 21 years of life in this 1 page. 4 every1 that 4 making me da person i'm. sori 4 everything.

ya allah, i've done so many wrong thing, hurt so many people but i'm just a human being trying to fit in. though i'm not the best but i'm me.. i learn,life n luv..

at the end of my time in this world, i've forgive every1.. i've live my life just da way i want...
n when time come, my story ends....... fin