Tuesday, May 25, 2010

quote of the day...

For it was not into my ear you whispered, but into my heart. It was not my lips you kissed, but my soul.
~ Judy Garland ~
Romantic love reaches out in little ways, showing attention and admiration. Romantic love remembers what pleases a woman, what excites her, and what surprises her. Its actions whisper: you are the most special person in my life.
~ Charles Stanley ~

To fear love is to fear life, and those who fear life are already three parts dead.
~ Bertrand Russell ~

Love means to commit oneself without guarantee, to give oneself completely in the hope that our love will produce love in the loved person. Love is an act of faith, and whoever is of little faith is also of little love.
~ Erich Fromm ~

There is no remedy for love but to love more.
~ Henry David Thoreau ~


My heart to you is given:
Oh, do give yours to me;
We'll lock them up together,
And throw away the key.
~ Frederick Saunders ~
You don't love a woman because she is beautiful, but she is beautiful because you love her.
~ Author Unknown ~

Love is always open arms. If you close your arms about love you will find that you are left holding only yourself.
~ Leo Buscaglia ~

There is only one happiness in life: to love and be loved.
~ George Sand ~

The most wonderful of all things in life is the discovery of another human being with whom one's relationship has a growing depth, beauty and joy as the years increase. This inner progressiveness of love between two human beings is a most marvellous thing; it cannot be found by looking for it or by passionately wishing for it. It is a sort of divine accident, and the most wonderful of all things in life.
~ Sir Hugh Walpole ~

The most powerful symptom of love is a tenderness which becomes at times almost insupportable.
~ Victor Hugo ~




Think about it, there must be higher love
Down in the heart or hidden in the stars above
Without it, life is a wasted time
Look inside your heart, I'll look inside mine.
~ Steve Winwood ~

The most precious possession that ever comes to a man in this world is a woman's heart.
~ Josiah G. Holland ~

Being deeply loved by someone gives you strength,
While loving someone deeply gives you courage.
~ Lao Tzu ~

The heart is the place where we live our passions.
It is frail and easily broken, but wonderfully resilient.
There is no point in trying to deceive the heart.
It depends upon our honesty for its survival.
~ Leo Buscaglia ~

Love does not consist in gazing at each other
but in looking together in the same direction.
~ Antoine de Saint-Exupery ~

Just because someone doesn't love you in the way you want them to,
doesn't mean that they don't love you with all they've got.
~ Author Unknown ~




You come to love not by finding the perfect person, but by seeing an imperfect person perfectly.
~ Sam Keen ~

Love is always bestowed as a gift --
freely, willingly, and without expectation...
We don't love to be loved; we love to love.
~ Leo Buscaglia ~

A man falls in love through his eyes, a woman through her ears.
~ Woodrow Wyatt ~

Inside the heart of each and every one of us there is a longing to be understood by someone who really cares. When a person is understood, he or she can put up with almost anything in the world.
~ Rev Ed Hird ~

True love begins when nothing is looked for in return.
~ Antoine De Saint-Exupery ~

Smile at each other, smile at your wife,
smile at your husband, smile at your children,
smile at each other--it doesn't matter who it is--
and that will help you to grow up in greater love for each other.
~ Mother Teresa ~




In dreams and in love there are no impossibilities.
~ Janos Arany ~

The person who tries to live alone will not succeed as a human being. His heart withers if it does not answer another heart. His mind shrinks away if he hears only the echoes of his own thoughts and finds no other inspiration.
~ Pearl S. Buck ~

Come live in my heart, and pay no rent.
~ Samuel Lover ~

Love knows no reasons,
love knows no lies.
Love defies all reasons,
love has no eyes.
But love is not blind,
love sees but doesn't mind.
~ Author unknown ~

Love is patient, love is kind. It does not envy, it does not boast, it is not proud. It is not rude, it is not self-seeking, it is not easily angered, it keeps no record of wrongs. Love does not delight in evil but rejoices with the truth. It always protects, always trusts, always hopes, always perseveres.
~ 1 Corinthians 13:4-7 ~

Sunday, May 2, 2010

HARAMKAH?

U guys must be wondering wat did I mean by ‘haramkah?’ what ‘haramkah?’ what I really mean.. there must be 5w1h question in ur head rite!! Well da title got nothing 2 do wif wat I’m gonna talked about.. (well not literally)


Sumthing happen last few weeks. Ok, at 1st I was not really upset or anything. But then I was really PO!! I don’t really understand it.. ok when sum1 said 2 u dat ‘I don’t wanna make dis thing a big issue ok. Let’s keep quite’ then when u turn ur head around, there u go!! Da person tells da whole world about it.. wat’s da matter wif u? amnesia or sumthing? Heel ladies!! I wish u choke sume1 heels!!


I really, really have problem wif dis particular person.. man u really eat my brain n punch my heart!! I don’t even noe how 2 define ‘dis person’ as a person.. have u ever felt betrayed by a fren? Been back stab by a fren? Should I said fren? ‘ hello u r not even close to 2 fren ok!! U r like sum kind of brain eating, blood sucking monster!!’ u should walk ur own talk..


To da particular person; next time think b4 u talk! If u really like dat other person, doesn’t mean u can just throw me a side like dat! I’m a person, not ur play toy!!!! Why don’t cha go n make her ur trophy since ur r so proud n all over her!!!! I really hope u get da taste of ur own medicine n I’m there 2 see it.. u like 2 manipulate n used people rite! Guess wat, I’m not gonna be a fool 4 u any more.. I’m so over u.. next time when u see me,

TALK 2 UR OWN SHOES..

I’m not even gonna wait there 2 hear all ur bullshit!!

U r so sole breaker!!!

Thursday, April 22, 2010

me, myself n I.. my kisah kasut...


•170cm tall.
•I don’t know what I want at the moment.
•I’m not happy.
(not really, just a lil gloomy rite now..)
•I hate my friends.
•I hate my life.
•I hate my grades.
•I can drive.
•I’m bored of driving.
•I have a white handbag.
•I love dancing.
(luv it very much, but I’m shy 2 dance in front of da public)
•I go clubbing every week.
•Shopping is bullshit.
•I have a tattoo of a star.
•I got my navel pierced. ahaks
•I have friends that take drugs.
•90% of my friends smoke.
•I still hang out with my ex, even though our break up was rather nasty.
•I’m studying Fashion.
•I have a business running.
•I hate cartoons.
•I hate someone.
(it’s so true, but I hate 2 admit it.. I’m suck!)
•I have 10 Lollipops handbags.
•I buy CLEO every month.
•My parents don’t know about my blog.
(I’m gonna let dem noe sooner..)
•I have an iPod.
•I don’t have faith in the current “one”.
•My school mates know about my blog.
•I wanted to be a fashion designer.
•I love rock emo bands.
•I hate it when people cancel last minute meet ups.
•I’m a rebel.
•I don’t believe in love.
•High school's filled with drama.
•My parents have faith in me.
•I’ve bought shoes this month.
(technically I bought shoes every month!! I luv shoez..)
•I hate sports.
•I heart Italian food.
•I hate meeting new people.
•I hate nail polish.
•The mother bear gives me hugs.
•People should start appreciating me.
(so TRUE!!! Noe me 1st than u’ll noe how I’m)
•High school was the worst time of my life.
(only when I was in Form5.. have my schoolmate)
•I have red hair.
(black n will turn grey in another 40 years..)
•One Utama is my second home.
(TS, MP n DP is my second home..)
•I’m a guy.
(I not a girl not yet a women..)
•I’m scared of my Biology result exam which I’m going to face someday tomorrow.
(TESL student)
•I hate vacations.
(luv it so damn much..)
•We’ll last :)
•I believe in long distance relationships.
(we’ll work it out sum how..)
•I’m going to get high and smoke weed one day soon
.(pray dat I never do dat..)
•I’ve robbed an old lady.
•I’m starting to like applying make-up.
•I was a tomboy.
•At times I think I still am a tomboy.
•I love bitching about people behind their backs
•I still have a best friend.
(more than 1 ok… my gurls rock my sock!! )
•I have a cat.
(hate cat.. not literally)
•I hate surprise parties.
•I hate planning parties.
•I’m hot. :P..
(at least I think I’m hot.. I don’t care about others..)
•I’m a sinner.
•I’ve got a DS light.
•I have a Wii.
•I cant live without music.
•Video games are a waste of time.
(yet I buy a PS dat day…)
•I miss the father bear.
•I love being in love.
•I know how to cook.
•I have 100% freedom.

•Boys are assholes.
•I hate Math.
(my mummy is a math teacher.. mummy, I’m sori!!)
•I’m happy with what I have
(n appreciate wat I’ve..)
•I love horror films.
(if I watch it alone..)
•I slept in my parents’ room for 3 days after watching Scream when I was a kid.
•My old friends keep in touch with me.
•I don’t read newspapers.
•The news is such a waste of time.
•Blogging is a waste of time.
•I hate animals.
•I can’t live without make-up.
•I curse like a pirate.
•I’m happy with my 11 year old car.
•I hate people that are smart.
•I love Orange juice.
(I luv mango da most..)
•I can’t drink for nuts.
•I believe that everyone in their teens have lost their virginity.
•I’ve got a new phone.
(thanks ayah!!)
•I’m going to get a new pair of shoes by the end of this month. (it’s a must!!!)
•I love swimming.
•I haven’t worked out since March.
•I think I’m fat
•I love my friends and family
(they r da best part of my life.. n only wif my real frenz.. )

Wednesday, April 21, 2010

jiwa kacau aka soul bother...

aku trtnye2.. mmpukah aku brtahan? mmpukh aku trus2an brmuke2 didpn mrke? mlm2 sepi aku lalui dgn air mata sbagi bntalku (sori Muchuk, not dat i dont need u anymore..). aku bnci dgn diri aku sndiri.. bnci sbb aku mnusia yg hipokrit. aku mnusia hina yg x mmpu beri bhgia pd kwn2.. kwn2? huh.. slhkah aku klau aku jd diri aku? slhkah aku?

bila bhgia bkn lg milik ku.. aku plih prgi mmbawe srpihan mruah & hrge diri yg trcalar dek sbuah prsahabatan.. smpai ble aku harus mnjd bisu? mngkin aku bkn yg trbeak.. aku akui shbt adalh antara anugerah trindah yg diberi kpd seorg insan.. tp x dlm ceritera hdup aku.. aku kdng2 snyi & sepi sndiri..

aku benci..

aku benci..

aku benci..

aku benci...!!!!!!

tlg la brhenti gnggu hdup aku.. biar la aku tenang.. ckup la luka smlm mnghantui aku.. ckup aku sepi sndiri..

kpd 'shbt',
aku bkn mmbenci.. tp aku x mmpu utk mmbenci.. aku sdar yg aku bkn sbht yg bek tp prnah x kau lhat aku sbagi sorg insan? aku manusia biase.. lyak utk stdak-tdak nye dihormati hati n perasaannye.. aku bkn mntak kalungan bunge, bkn mnta kau tlisan puisi penghargaan.. aku cme mnta sdikit ihsan dr diri mu.. aku x mnta difahami, dmengerti.. aku cme minta dsygi..
aku syg kamu wlau aku bkn yg terbaek utk mu..
maaf kn aku spjg kte bkwn.. maafkn stiap cela ku..
yg x prnah kau hargai..


i stay in luv..

about my frens...





"Everything"



You're a falling star, you're the get away car.
You're the line in the sand when I go too far.
You're the swimming pool, on an August day.
And you're the perfect thing to say.

And you play it coy but it's kinda cute.
Ah, when you smile at me you know exactly what you do.
Baby don't pretend that you don't know it's true.
'cause you can see it when I look at you.

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.

You're a carousel, you're a wishing well,
And you light me up, when you ring my bell.
You're a mystery, you're from outer space,
You're every minute of my everyday.

And I can't believe, uh that I'm your man,
And I get to kiss you baby just because I can.
Whatever comes our way, ah we'll see it through,
And you know that's what our love can do.

[Chorus]

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

[Chorus:]
And in this crazy life, and through these crazy times
It's you, it's you, you make me sing.
You're every line, you're every word, you're everything.
You're every song, and I sing along.
'Cause you're my everything.
Yeah, yeah

So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la
So, la, la, la, la, la, la, la

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