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hangin trus!

Cik Haliqa

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How can u solve a problem without knowing what cause it. It's like going for surgery without doing the diagnos first. #meaningless..

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then i text mr.AB.. biasa la, dia je yg paham klau kes nie.

dia bg advise.

the reason why it is still hard for you to be happy is because you keep holding on to things that make you sad. just forget it. enjoy your holiday. 


he's right.


kan dari dulu aku pilih untuk bahagia. hmm..... maka berbahagia la...

     

out of goodbye...

assalamualaikum and hello there... 

you'll never know the true value of a moment

untill it becomes memories...

today is our last day in suksis.

it is really the curtain fall.

how do i feel?

. . . 

i cant put it into words.

we may not get to see each other again in future but i'll always remember you guys.

whatever it is.

sweet or sour

smile or cry

sweat or blood

i never planned to like you guys this much.

but the unplanned thing is always the best one!

thanks for all the memories.

and making me be me. 

Disebalik kehidupan, kita akan meninggalkan kisah dan sejarah. (hatta razian)

the end of suksis life. . .

when writing our own life story, don't let someone else hold the pen..

assalamualaikum and hello there,

my story in suksis is almost finish.
before the curtain falls, i wolud like to say a few things. things that i dont want to be left unsaid.

my whole life, i thought i'm not going to find love outside my home but from suksis, i not only find friend but i find sisters and brothers. i'm glad i face this journey with you guys. you made the climb so much easier. i owe you guys all my life. my prays are with each and everyone of you. we met as complete strangers now, we have each other. many people doubt in me but somehow i made it through the night. i live the script of my life. nothing about that will change.

It´s like a game of truth or dare

If you can make it here

You´ll make it anywhere 

That´s what we´ve been told 

But the story's getting old

And we made a lot of sacrifice

Undid a lot of ties

Fought a lot of fights

To get where we are now

Just don´t ask me how

everything else i wanna say is in the song. let the record shows, i did it my way!

suksis:
the event is real,
the feeling is genuine,
and my story here is over.

~ FIN~

redha itu indah...

assalamualaikum and hello there...

hari ni aku mula rasa ape itu redha dengan takdirnya. kelakar tapi itu yang aku rasa hari nie. bukan senang jiwa kacau ini nak merasa setabah ini tapi aku redha. pada mulanya aku anggap jiwa aku dah terlalu kosong untuk merasa segala luka tapi tak. water drop from the shower made me realize. finally, aku redha.

bila bibir dah tak mampu berbicara,
bila jiwa ini yang berbahasa,
bila kosong minda,
lalu aku redha.
andai itu takdirnya.





p/s: dah lama tak merapu dekat sini sebab aku dah ada tumblr! hahahaha

http://lilmissq.tumblr.com/

today is a fairytale...

 

i wish to have eyes that see the best in people, a heart that forgives the worst, a mind that forgets the bad and a soul that never loses faith....



fact about miss Q: she's good at wasting time.

true.... it is so true.

i'm very good at wasting time. however, today from 7 to 3 today,  i dont know what i do. i guess my skill of wasting time is decreasing.

d**n


lesson of the day: everybody deserve a second chance. but never for the SAME mistake.

it's a lovely tuesday..

assalamualaikum and hello there...

as everyone knows, i have a brother name sapik... yes, he's annoying but he's someone i look up to.
hate that i love him...

now, i wanna tell you a story. about my br0ther from another mother.
i know him since semester 1.
i know him the day he say my full name.
i know him since i meet him.
i know him like forever!

he's AFC (awesome, fun,c00l). he alsways take good care of me.

in semester 1, he always call to remind me to take my registeration slip, exam slip, to check this and that. tips regarding assignment. argh... sometimes i feel like he is my academic adviser. hehehehehe... during suksis he'll always spend some time to talk to me. some times just to ask me how's my week.... ~sigh~

continue to semester 2 & 3.... same thing every time.

in semester 4, he went for teaching practicum. wanna know 1 sweet thing he do before he go?
he make sure there's someone to take care of me... thanks abgku....!!!

now he's my abang. (bangga giler dapat jadi abang aku!! sokmo say ' adikku...!!'). love to call him altimate and every time i did, he'll scream, who's that??!!!

now that he's left...

still in touch
saying what's left unsaid...

he somehow are able make me feel like he is still around. watching me, making sure i'm alright.
eventhough everytime he called, he'll asked the same questions over and over again, i just answer it without prejudice! hehehehe...

to abangku:
spongebob!! awak nie sengal la.....
 thanks for taking care of me. i'll always cherish you now and always. adik really hope you'll always fine someone that care for you and cheer you up like what you did for me.
for every venison you killed. for every arnold movie you force me to watch. for every tamil word you teach. for every pop nyet nyet you sang, for every stupid stuff you let me know, for every cartoon you introduce me to, for every joke you share, for every call you made, for every sms you send, for every advise you gave, for every german language you turn into code,  for my happiness every time you around and for every time you care even when you are not there...
i love you more than life.

nota-kaki-gajah: patrick never wanna say goodbye.. never even think to say g00dbye...

emo... aku emo??? so what!!!

its amazing how you can look so happy but be so sad


assalamualaikum and hello there!!


hai peeps, i'm back..


ok, first of all, i'm talkative... very talkative.. i've to admit that. usually i like to talk to those people with just a very plain conversation  then will continue with something stupid or just totally retarded! hehehehehe...




well lately i enjoy talking to or texting this two people. 
1. my big bro, mr zulshamri zakaria
2. my new partner in crime, mr azman still bujang! hahahaha...


i found myself checking on my facial expression right after i talk to him. azman is able to make either my face cramp or my eyes started to cry. i'm just hopeless when it comes to laugh +cry! hehehehe...
what mr. AB usually talks about? hmmm... let me see, normally something like what ape or monkey can't do. i usually pick monkey cause they are much cuter! or which is the best way to fall from bicycle.. and the list goes on and on...
ok... forget about that..

back to what i want to share with you guys....
manners or attitude.


we talk about people attitude towards other. well, i don't want to say much. 
let say you was offended by someone. what should you do? say back or just keep quite? for me the best way to respond to a stupid, uncivilized person is just to keep quite. yup! what is the point of arguing with them when they dont understand what you are saying or being able to respond to what you are talking about? come on.. it is better to talk to the wall like mirul say, ' at least i can curse the wall!' 


one more thing, emotion..
well all of us have emotion right? for me, when you are angry bird or upset or just disappointed the best thing to do is to sit down for a moment and take long deep breath. firstly, not all of us think the same thing or way. so dont be upset when things don't go the way you want. chillex la...  


people always say:
don't promise when you're happy.
don't talk when you're angry.
dont swear when you're sad.




so?? hmmm... i just don't know. never gets to the conclusion part yet. till next time maybe.. toodles!!










A quote to mr. AB:

1 Advice: Take care
1 Request: Don't change
1 Wish: Don't forget me
1 Lie: I hate you
1 Truth: I Love You
1 Hope: We will always be good friends...::)))  

freaky friday!!!!

An illness is like a journey into a far country; it sifts all one's experience and removes it to a point so remote that it appears like a vision.
Sholem Asch 




it's a freaky friday because of what happen in the hospital today. argh.. now i'm really in relationship with the hospital.


to the lady that past away in the hospital today:
may allah bless you. you have a family that really love you.
~ al-fatihah~


now, all i wanna do is zzzzzZZZZZZZzzzzzz....


nitety nite peeps!

kisah hari selasa...

Hearts are meant to be broken, you just have to find the right glue to mend it back together. ;)

assalamualaikum and hello there...

ini kisah hari selasa.. cuti for perak so, kami yang bosan mula la wat plan yang bukan - bukan... actually, saje main masak - masak untuk orang p0se..

jom intai bawah tudung saji kami...

nie sebenarnye recipe sambal bilis kak diah.. 

bilisnye je belum terjun lagi

kangkung goreng belacan aku dengan kak ti...

pakai mask oi masa masak nie..

kema punya recipe sotong... sodap!

buka p0se menu ala kampung..

air kopi 0 ais special from mu0... hahahaha...

credit to kak diah, kak ti, kak anim and kema sebab sudi main masak -masak dengan kami!! yipeee... esok kite masak lagi ye.. 3 hari berturut - turut ada orang masak untuk miss Q.. sodap memang sodap tapi nie yang wat miss Q lagi rindu mama nie!! huhuhu... 

ending kisah ari selasa nie yang paling best sebab kak satika belanja kami makan sate kajang bawak dari kajang (ye la tak kan dari mu0 kot!! agak - agak la!!!) thanks satik sebab bawak sate yang best itu. thanks jugak kepada safieda sebab teman kami makan. pada sasapik... hmmm... motipp je kamu nie ye!!! siap la.. ada ubi ada batas.. ada hari, upload video!

ninja boy name hemohemo..

ye, saya memang emo!

~ dengan kamu aje sebab kamu yang emo dengan saya dulu! motipp nak marah2.. kata c00l.. chillex la...

Once I am falling with you, I will keep falling for you, but keep reminding. If both of us break up in the middle way, I will ignored you forever because in my life only once not so many times. ;)

geng kerik F-A-N-A

Have you ever wondered which hurts the most: saying something and wishing you had not, or saying nothing, and wishing you had? 


assalamualaikum and wassup!!


last kawad maknenye last la geng kerik nak suke suki sama-sama.... pas nie bz study. diorang la, aku bz game, movie je...  gambar nie diambil waktu boring kami. enjoy!

it's a wrap!!

“The past is history, the future is a mystery, but today is a gift. That’s why it’s calledthe present.”

Unknown

assalamualaikum and hello there....

this week is the last week for suksis training meaning today is the last day for our senior.
as usual, the wrap up for this suksis 4 is....
hmmm... unintended! (for futher explaination, pm me) it's too private to say, too many to remember....

here's some of my memory on our last training...