it's BBQ nite... twinkle twinkle tesl star.. 2nd release...

tears are words heart cant express....



assalamualaikum  and hello there,
as promise, here's the part 2 of my twinkle twinkle tesl star...
i think i'll also release part 3....
and it's going to be the most interesting part..
hahahaha...
for now on...
enjoy!

and the story continues...
wait for the ending ok..
and it's a happy ending for sure.





the nicest thing about teamwork is you always have others on your side.

aku,dia & hujan...

You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? 

She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. 

She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her heart. 

So don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. 

Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.

-Bob Marley

assalamualaikum and hello there....

i'm happy today. despite the fact that i'm exhausted, tired and annoyed, i'm just glad i'm alive today and there are still a few that care for me. yup, i thank god for that 'few'.

i enjoyed myself dancing in the rain just now. gosh! can i do it again? it's really fun. yufi was scolding me because she said i might catch flu and fever. hahahaha.. i don't care! babe, dancing in the rain heals all the pain i felt, ok. you should try once in a while..

because life is just like a disco, no matter how much the music changes, i'll just keep on dancing... the best place to dance is when it's rain...

wanna know what i felt this past few months?

i finally gave up!

i dropped the fake smile, as the tears ran down from my cheek.

i whispered to myself,

' i cant do this anymore'

right now, i should stop thinking too much. and  just go where my heart takes me.... 

If something makes you smile, if something makes you laugh, if it adds a bit of sunshine in the darkest spots.. Don’t let it slip too far away. Those things and those people don’t come around often.

masih aku terasa: shocking truth

A photograph is usually looked,
but seldom looked into.

Ansel Adams

Assalamualaikum and hello there..

I'm saying my greatest gratitude and most welcome to my latest follower on my blog which is mr. Adam adli. My question to you adam... How did you know about my blog? Thanks for following me anyway....

Hey, i have nothing against you ok! I always think that you are a good guy (that doesn't go the same way and path like i do). You make me scream out loud this morning, ok! Hahaha...

 

Ok tommorow i'll go and 'date' my bff asyraf aka ustaz mirul. Hahaha.. I can’t wait to burst everything to him. I going to eat, love, pray and scream tomorrow. Hahaha... Looking forward for tomorrow..…

Still masih aku terasa.. spesis badak memang lembab ye nak catch up something?

(hahaha.. badak tak berdosa menjadi mangsa…)

kisah nasi lemak..

Ini kisah kami berdua..

Kisah nasi lemak library nama diberi..

Kisah nie tak la se ‘kronik’ kisah kancil mahu pon se ‘havoc’ kisah seribu satu malam. Kisah nie mengenai aku dan dia. Shanti, teman BINGO ku merangkap geng what the fish aku (geng giler-giler la) huhuhu... hidup aku memang takkan tenang kalau ada Dee disisi. And Dee, take this as a compliment! Ok enough with the introduction. Here comes the main story. Enjoy!

This incident (or accident?) happen when i was in semester ---. I’m a bit insane at that time. Don’t know why. Wait! I’m always a bit offline.. hey! I never suffer from insanity, i enjoy every moment of it. But that’s another story to share. Friday moring, me and shanti were suppose to participate in a game our classmate conduct. Game man!! Friday morning??!! Are you kidding me. All i can think of is my Muchuk and bed! Ok fine! I played those game but only for about 30 minutes. Then Dee ask me to go out. I said lets eat nasi lemak! Jom!!!!!!

Huargh....................

Sengal jend0l....

Then we go and enjoy our nasi lemak. Huhuhu...

That is the most best + delicious + funny + crazy = nasi lemak that i ever eat!

Huhuhu...

Then we went back to the classroom with innocent face! On the way back we even dicussed our excusses and even reminded each other not to burp! Hahaha.. till today, they still wonder where the heck that we go during those ten minutes..

Crazy funny moment!

Seriously Dee, i miss the moment we have before! We dont even have any same class this sem! No wonder i’m so bored! So next time, anyone interested in eating nasi lemak, please remember this story!

custom made 4 my adik2 in abasiyah..

I’ve a really great time today. I was really tired but i’ve promise

(tak nk berjanji takut memungkiri nnti menyakiti ) somebody that i’ll write about how i feel when i was wif them. So, here u go..

To my sweet adik2 maahad:
U guys r really fun to be wif. Huhu.. rse mcm.. mcm ner nk decribe yer.. the bond u guys have are really special. All of u know how to appericate people. Luv each n every 1 of u for that. They even said that i was like a

Huahuahua..

huahuahua..

huahuahua..

Nope, they said i was like a ‘home coming queen’ when i came there. They showed that they apperciate me n my fren for coming. They asked us a lot of thing & seriously, if it was an exam question i’ll definately failed!!!

It’s not like one question at a time. It’s like 150 million question at 1 split second.

The questions are like;

~ akak ingt x nme sye?

~ akak rndu x kt kte org?

~ akak dtg dgn sape?

~akak drive ke?

~mne akak2 yg len?

~akak knal abg .... dgn .... x?

~akak cuti ke?

~akak x nk tdo sini ke?

~akak nape x ajk yg len?

~akak dtg la wat program lg dkt sni.

~akak dh exam?

~lme x akak cuti?

~akak nnti kim slm dkt kak.... dgn akak .... pas tu kim slm dgn abg2....

Tp dlm bnyk2 soalan, yg pling best n nk brpeluh jgk aku nk jwp ialah :

Akak bile nk kawen??? Pergh... pedih hulu hati siut... “ tak la dkt jari manis akak 2 dh ade cincin, ingt dh nk kawen. Klau kawen nnti wat la dkt abasiyah nie!” mmg kaw2 pnye.. trbaek la!!

Mcm ner la akak nk kawen dik oi.. yg akak suke 2 plak, tah la... x tau nk ckp mcm ner.. my KISA, tlg jwp kn soklan 2 utk sy.. ble agk2 my KISA nk mas0k minang sy? Bkn nyer parents sy dh tnye tp adik2 nie yg tnye b/p (bg pihak) diorg. & sy jgk la.. so, answer please!!!

Haha... bnyk la!

>malu<

sepetang bersame adik2 mmg best.. they give me brooch that match my beg..

Like..

Like..

Like..

Korg mmg sweet!!

Adik2 group ‘MUSLIMAH’
- Study hard n smart. Set ur goal/s n work hard 4 it.
- Obey Allah n his messenger..
- Luv ur parents, family, teacher n friend.
- N like abg Dato' already told u: ‘adik2 bljr dulu, jgn couple2 nie’. (cet, dia pon bcinta time bljr.. kat0k pkai boot kang!!)

Luv u all !!!

maahad al abasiah..

when i was told bout this community services that i have 2 do for SUKSIS, i was terrified. 1st bcoz it's a sekolah agama rakyat. than bcoz it a religion skul (psl aku nie skema giler kn). so, last weekend (24-26 sept) i went there wif my frenz. my 1st impression was 'my goodness, wat a small skul n students'. then we start our activity. i wasn't really into it at first bcoz i'm not feeling well. however at nite evrything turn 180 degree around.

huhu: let code switch..

smpai2 je aku dkt sungkai 2, aku dh brdebor dh. turun bas g mkn dkt kantin sek(kecik tp bersih). kami mkn nasi lemak dgn teh tarik. wa ckp lu.. aku dh lme x rse nikmat mkn nasi lemak mcm 2 pnyer best dkt bumi tok janggut nie;rumate aku ckp perak nie bumi tok janggut. ampun kn la beliau krane beliau cikgu bm. adik2 maahad mmg best giler. tp 1 bnde je aku x suke. mslh 'ayour' kte org perak. air kt sne mak dato' nk kuar 2 mcm segan2 je. so mcm2 la mslh yg kte org hadapi. smpai tdah air hujan kot mse 2n day sbb x de air nk mndi. nseb bek kte org pnye pgawai (insp ros) bek giler sdi tlg tdahkn. pas 2 lg x blh lupe tdo atas lntai. style2 camping time sek dlu. pergh.. lme siut x wat mcm 2.. tp nseb aku bek lg skali sbb my fren niah mohd (credit 4 her) sbb dia bwkkn utk aku tilam pam2.. huhu.. agk lwak la gak.. pas 2 ari sabtu kte org wat game nme dia 'jaringan maut'. best n fun. ble abis game 2 je adik2 blnje kami ais krim malaysia. huhu.. makaseh ya adik2. lme x mkn ais krim 2. pas 2 time mkn la yg aku ske gler. mkn pnas2 pas 2 sdap sbb ade smbal blacan. mmg mkn btmbah. diorg la, aku mkn pon x abis (nmpk sgt tmak!!) bnyk lg bnde best2 psl adik2 nie. siap jmpe muke yg sme dgn muke pakwe sorg bdk group aku nie. ade student 2 muke same dgn driver tuan kte org. aku ingt ank dia. cis, skali cik 2 bru kawen la. hampeh!! nie sume akn jd knangan indah aku. maahad al abasiah, u'll always have a place in my heart.

the end.

oh, i really wish i can just said that but that's only part 1. this is the part 2 of kisah kasut.

ok u've heard bout da good part. let's talk bout the big BUT. why i dont like dis program it's bcoz of responsibility versus power crazy (melayu nyer giler kuase). ape bze nyer 2 bnde nie? hm... bze nyer skit je. mcm klau kte mkn mcD pnyer breakfast 2.

klau responsibility 2 mcm kte mkn hot cake wif butter. small size, little but sweet n kenyang.

but giler kuase nie mcm mkn yg big meal 2 la. nmpk mcm sdap, bnyk tp slalu x hbis. ble hbis plak jd trlalu knyang.

mcm 2 la. nmpk x bze nyer? x nmpk?!! ok x pe. meh kte menyelusuri denai khidupan. ble kte dberi tugas, mmg ptut kte wat tgas 2 tp ble kte dh melebih2 2 x ptut la. arah2 org plak 2. tlg la profesional. klau jd ketua 2 tlg bezakn emosional dgn profesional (ade org 2 kte dkt aku la). jgn la asyik nk rebut mic dgn org je. bg la chance person in charge 2 do their work. come on la. ur r not da only telanted person here!! hello!! n x prlu kot asyik nk malu kn org je. ape agk nyer ko rse klau org wat ko mcm 2? best ke? ptut la ko asyik nk malu kn org. aku pon ade maruah. tok sah la asyik nk sebut slh org je. lg satu jgn suke mencarut ye. x mo,x mo!! x bek.. n ko ckp kn yg kte nie 1 family, klau 1 family please, please, please respect other's feeling 2. consider what other think b4 say sumthing. coz family means no body get's left behind or being forgotten.

bnyk yg aku nk cerita tp mcm x ptut je kn. sbb kte lg sorg hamba allah 2 ' sy x suke cerita aib org, sy simpan' tp yg hang dok jaja cerite org dkt 1 tman 2 ape kes? hang loklak ka? aku ok klau dberi tugas tp agk2 la wei. x kn la smue ko sorg harung. pikir la org len. org yg mmg 2 tgas dia.

1 lg pd org yg suke sgt cri slh org 2. aku mntak relaks la. chill babe!! aku nie manusia. bkn malaikat. aku ade cela. biase la klau 1st time wat sumthing 2. msti la ade slh2. x kn la 1st time dh perfect kot. hebat mcm ko 2!! haha (gelak nasty style nates..) rabak telinge aku nie dok dgr hang dok 'puji' aku sokmo. tau la aku nie jelek tp skurang-kurangnye aku x hipokrit. cukup2 la tnjuk ko 2 bgus. n klau org len ckp 2 lg2 la dgr. kdng2 org len 2 lbh bgus dr ko. ko ingt ko dh ckup hebat? tlg dongak kt atas. tnye sape lg kuat.

kau hebat?ade hebat lg..

kau kuat? ade kuat lg..

kau lawa? ade lawa lg..

jgn kecoh...

naik bukit kasi pelan2 kayuh.. bru ngam ho!!!

buat org yg trhebat 2, aku tabik dkt ko. ko mmg 'hebat'. hebat sakit kn hati org. haha!! hdup la dgn diri ko sndiri yg ko snjung2 tu. lantak la... ko x nk ckp dgn aku? AAK(ade aku kesah?!!) TTYN la. hate me @ luv me, either way u still think

bout me.

sekian luahan kisah kasut. BTW ur shoes r so not hot..