Rela ku pujuk...

Minggu rajuk-merajuk..
Ok, this week about 2 end another 2 hours.. uish (smbil lap pluh dkt dahi).. ponat den minggu nie.. bukan nyo aden bz wat esemen ke ape ke (cis! Blagak.. tau la esemen dh abis.. siap blh tlg wat esemen org lg.. mcm beng0ng jerk) akan ttapi den bz wat org merajuk.. merajuk? Apo bond0 eh? Hhhhmmmm…

Mcm ner nk ckp yerk.. ok merajuk nie sejenis buah yg kelat rse nye.. x sesuai dmkn olh ibu2 mengandung tkut akan akn ikut.. juga parents sbb ssah ank nk mntak duit nnti (ckp melalui pengalaman) ttp ini mknan favourite couple2.. eceeeh!!!

Ok la.. aku x phm nape kome2 nie nk merajuk bramai2 dgn nokhtah (sje gne nokhtah. Tringat cite mmber psl pnggilan ‘awk,sy’ aka ‘mika,kome’ in perak dialect). Nokhtah x phm la kome. Tlg la…. Nape la kome sensitive sgt nie? Why.. why???
Tp dlm bnyk2 nie ade sorg hamba Allah nie pling aku x blh terima..

Kamu..
Sdar la.. walk da talk.. bcoz I put my money where my mouth is..
What? I don’t undertand sepatah haram pon..
Ahakz..
When u r piss by sum1 else, don’t drag me in ur prob.. I’m not a drag queen.. what???
Miss Q.. what r u trying u say here? (asking myself..)
Nothing.. just sharing what I felt deep inside. That’s all..

people..
please.. please.. no merajuk2 ok.. bcoz i mudah terluka.. (n it's 4 real)

zZzZzZzZzZz..........

ALL I NEED NOW IS...

Quote of the Day

Millions saw the apple fall, but Newton was the one who asked why.
Bernard Baruch

al-Bazzar, at-Tabrani dan al-Hakim ada meriwayatkan, daripada Aisyah bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w bersabda yang bermaksud, 'Persediaan dan berhati-hati tidak mampu untuk mengatasi takdir Allah, manakala DOA berguna untuk mengatasi apa yang ditakdir dan apa yang akan dilaksanakan, sesungguhnya ujian Allah akan diturunkan dan akan berjumpa dengan DOA yang telah diminta, lalu kedua-dua saling bertarung sehingga hari Kiamat.'

At-Tirmizi meriwayatkan, daripada Salman al-Farisi bahawa Rasulullah s.a.w. bersabda yang bermaksud: 'Qada' Allah tidak dapat ditukar, melainkan dengan DOA.'

Don't make promise when you are in joy~
Don't reply when you are sad~
Don't take decision when you are angry~
Think twice~Act Wise

Lots of people want to ride with you in the limo, but what you want is someone who will take the bus with you when the limo breaks down ~ Oprah Winfrey

Anyone can become angry - that's easy. But to be angry with the right person, to the right degree, at the right time, for the right purpose, and in the right way - that's not easy ~ Aristotle


"Kind words can be short and easy to speak, but their echoes are truly endless." -Mother Theresa


If you judge people, you have no time to love them
~Mother Teresa~

"Honor your friends. Unlike family, they don't have any obligation to be there for you, but they choose to."


"You don't need to know everything, nor do you need to be everything. Just be the best of yourself, and do your best for others."
- Diana Rikasari -


We cannot do great things,
only small things with great love
~Mother Teresa~

dedicated to my KISA

m00d crazy in love ^_^

kamu kok seperti hantu
terus menghantui aku
kamu bikin pusing kepalaku
lama-lama kau terus sakiti aku
kamu gak bergelimangan harta
kamu bukan putraraja
dan juga bukan prince charming
tapi mengapa kau buat aku gila
kamu keterlaluan kamu punya simpanan
maka maafin aku i’m sorry say goodbye
kamu keterlaluan kamu duain aku
maka maafin aku ku harus tinggalin kamu

~m00d sewel~

saat aku mulai mencintai dirimu..
saat aku mulai merindui wajahmu..
kau tinggalkan aku sndiri..
tiada lg redup renungan mata mu..
kosong..
umpama kasut yg leraikan ikatan talinya..
hampa..
ya aku hampa..
andai ada kita..
pasti terukir indah..

~mood lonely~

kamu...
sy KS 40095..
D2009103441..
89****-04-****..
sgt..
amat..
sungguh..
terlalu..
adore u!!

~m00d giler talak~

untitled..

When you are apart of a group, n suddenly ur presence is not even realized, they don't even take a glance look at you, when only the famous are treated well, n you r not even exist for them, that's when u feel that u r not even needed in that group...n that's what i feel now...

i dont noe wat 2 say.. siut man..

i felt discriminated by my own frens..

this is how i feel:

i feel wealthy when i see all my real frens next to me.. keep supporting n making me holding on.. i feel lucky when my real fren wipe my tears.. n i feel bless when my real frens said it's ok, i'm wif u..

my life... miserable.. happy.... sad.... love.. hatred.... friendly

have u ever fall in love?

love?

1 word.. 4 alphabet.. that holds a thousand,million meaning & story...
i've once been told that the greatest love story of all is not romeo n Juliet neither shah jehan n mumtaz..
the greatest luv story of all belongs to u.. yup u.. bcoz when u fell in luv, u r writing an epic luv story any1 could ever have..
this is my epic luv story. when it's gonna end? i cant tell u but what i can assure u is when i luv dat someobdy, i luv him wif all my heart and soul.. this i promise u...


i'm just wondering why oh why my heart n my mind dont act the same way?
luv didn't visited my heart that much as i enjoy doing stupid funny thing more than think bout which boy 2 tackle..

da very 1st boy dat i like is Mr.A..
dis happen when i was in form 5.. say wat? form 5???? u guys might think i was kidding or fooling u.. no i'm not.. the very 1st time i ever like a boy is when i was in form 5.. he's my class monitor aka hostel's treasurer.. he's simple, dont talk 2 much, luv 2 smile n very kind-hearted..
people been gossiping us 2gether.. (like dis!!) but now i dont even noe where he's now..
hmm... his face is really something.. whenever i look into his eye, i felt calm... maybe because he's the only guy who didnt judge me. maybe.......
thanks Mr.A bcoz u r one of da reasons i go to skul when the rest of the skul is killing me..

then i go to national service..
comes da 2nd luv story..
si sekut Oreo n si Apple Hijau.. (dia sekut Oreo aku Apple Hijau nmpk x prsmaan dia dkt sini??)
we're so close yet nobody in da camp noe but us..
* ahakz.. sory guys coz i've been keeping dis all by myself.. coz i noe u'll act the same way u guys did when u noe bout this..
he is so sweet.. i dont noe why i like being his friend.. i just noe i did..
ham.. i dont noe wat u want, i just want u 2 noe i'm different from da rest..
i'm not da girly2 type.. not da sweet2 type..

i'm no where near perfect.. i eat all da time, i fall for boys easily(i don't fall in luv, i'm just testin' da gravity.. n it's still work)..

i make excuses 4 evrythin', i've best frens and enemies.. i've drama n memories..
i'm hopin' 1 day i dont need a fake smile.. i live by quote dat explain exactly wat i'm goin' through..
(n my dat's life) i live it, luv it n learn from it..

ooopppssssC....


this is the time when incik H aka incik mat come into my life..
da dorky ever after love story..
he's good looking, incredible (not incredible hulk okey!! he has his own credibility).
i dont like him bcoz he's good looking.. nope.. that's not da reason why.. i like him bcoz he is sensitive in da sense of he noe what girl feel.. i think la.. i just like da way he act n respond everytime i talk to him..
feels like he understand what i felt without me telling him how i felt..

but then it just suke2.. sje nk kacau org yang ptut dikacau... huahuahua..





next person... hhhhhmmmmmmmmmm.....
~sigh~

i dont noe wat i felt 4 him..
i dont like 2 talk 2 him.. (segan beb!!)
bcoz he's sumbody n plus he's a hot item in dis place (not la bcoz he a good looking guy or something, just bcoz he's quite well known)..
helloooooo.... TTYN..
but i cant control myself everytime i'm wif he..
i always want 2 look at him..
see his face..
in love, u don't get to choose...
u just fall & end up with someone in front of u who is wrong or so not your type!! yet it feels so right....
argh... no more..
stop dis feeling please...

gosh...
how i wish i can go back 2 da time when i dont even bother about boy..
but in da mean time, dis shoes'i luver who r not a girl not yet a women will always try to seek for her 1.. da 1 dat was made 4 me..
so 4 da man that ive been looking 2 find dis is da msg:
gosh man, wat took u so long 2 come 2 me??

tetapi sebelum aku boleh mencintai dan merasa dicintai,

biarlah aku belajar mencintai yang maha menyintai...

hari yang merubah paradigma..

29.9.2010 will be da day i'll never 4get.. like my aunt aka kak tika tika tomey said, my face was so pale like i get a slap on my face.. pang!!! u deserved it.. ahaks..

what telah happen dat day? hmm... bior la rahsia but sumthing happen 2 a person i noe. she was so stress and tense wif what happen in her life.. so, she become a bit lunatic..
however, what happen 2 her made me realize sumthing..

every1 has problem.. it's normal.. when we said that we dont have problem, then we r officially dead.. it's hard 2 say when our problem gonna end but it will end 1 fine day.. if we have problem, try to share it wif out fren.. find a hobby that can make u stop thinking bout ur problem.. dont stress ur self out over problem that will never end..

2 dat girl, i've already 4give u.. i'll pray u'll get better soon.. there r other people who love n care bout u.. so dont let them down..

problem, crazy people n hectic day will always come ur way.. be patient.. insyallah everything will be fine.. will be okey..

when life puts
u in tough situation....
don't say WHY ME????
just say... TRY ME...!!!